I’m so pissed at my brother. A lawyer’s letter came telling him to pay off $600 that he owes Starhub. Damn it. It’s not the first time it’s happened. Argh. All the mail that ever comes for him are all reminder letters to pay off fines, bills and stuff like this. I’m am damn damn damn damn pissed. All this while I have been paying my phone bill alone and even hid the NUS bill from my parents coz I didn’t want them to worry about paying the bill… I had to pay it on my own. What with my father getting into an accident and not working the past couple of months… Damn damn damn. What the fuck is he thinking? He keeps buying a new bike when he only has a fucking pay of $300 a month. Damn it. He has so many debts now. And he cant even work yet coz he hasn’t ORD… and coz of the accident.

And through all this I have to sit through my parents grumbling about him when he’s not home.
I really wished I had time for a part-time job. If not enough to give my parents, at least enough to supplement my allowance. I’m really struggling…

VALENTINE'S

Naweera made this after i gave her the little furball (which she named Crazy Eyes). :) Sweet.

I'm gonna have the Chinese interview today. Shan Ming took a look at the questions and said that some of it was typed wrongly. It doesn't matter for me. Mine's fine. Heh. I shall see later. Really tired right now. Sigh. Just wanna sleep. Went late for archi const again.

Yesterday turned out to be kinda fun after the pin-up. Played badminton the Richard, Zi Chao, Yi Wei, Di Sheng and Alvin at the water cooler area. It's been a long time since I've played. I should get a racquet and start playing. At least can be a lil more active. Yeah!

I'm just done with submission. So pooped. And I still have the Chinese interview thingy. I'm so tired and pissed. I already submitted my questions to Rohit and somehow it's not included in the "draft". Already I have to wait till 6pm to meet them... and Hien is acting like the leader of the group.

He cant make it down also. Kinda disappointed. Was really looking forward to seeing him.

Ah! Just fuck it all la.

Gosh... Been up since yesterday.... I am soooo sleep deprived. I just took a cold shower in the studio toilet. It's already 7.30am and i have a couple of panels to finish by 2.30 or 3pm. *faints* This is bad. This is so very bad. I wish i had just one more day....

But I don't.

So. Gotta get back to work. :(

Gonna sell Ben & Jerry's ice cream after submission for fundraising for FOC. Den I have the stupid meeting to practise for the interview during Chinese lecture tomorrow... at 6.15pm. I'll probably sleep for an hour after the ice cream thingy, if Jaron doesn' t come.